Keeping my composure,
Is something that I'm known for,
But putting myself first,
Is foreign to me,
I'm not building myself up,
Or tooting my own horn,
This shit offers me more problems,
Than I have time for
I look out for my loved ones,
And never censor myself,
Since a life spent walking on eggshells,
Only leads to living hell,
And when people got offended,
I would answer with brutal candor,
Now I silence myself,
In utter fear of social cancer
That's not who I fucking am,
How did I deviate so far,
When the fuck did I lose my way,
Concede to horse shit,
Drop my guard,
That shit's got to end,
And I know just where to start,
This throwback to old values,
Is only the first part
Taking care of me,
Is where I need to fucking start,
There is no us,
There is no we,
When my needs are last resort,
Am I self destructive,
No- I'm just naive,
I am done apologizing,
And I need a damn release
Stick to my guns,
Offend everyone,
I won't compromise,
I'm fucking done
Putting all my needs,
On the back burner,
What I want from life,
Isn't all too hard,
For me to attain,
But the threat remains,
What this boy's got to do,
Is just use his fucking brain
My fucking heart is way too big,
Need to take it back a smidge,
It's fucking useless if it's juices,
All dry up- jump off a bridge,
It's not my fucking business,
But my heart will think it is,
The life that needs to thrive,
Is the one that I begin
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